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my parents seriesly need to stop calling the cops, not even funny anymore
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[25 Jun 2006|11:47pm] |
so yup sunday, arg back to another 3 days of confinement at my dad's lab
but going to seattle on friday, yay
ahhhh so many things to do, special person to see and clothe and stuff to buy
AND ONLY THURSDAY TO DO..ahhhhhhh *dies*
hmmmm what's been new world?
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[20 Jun 2006|08:30am] |
7am - fight with dad
7am to now - at home
(update on rest of "my day" later)
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[19 Jun 2006|09:40pm] |
Monday: 12am - 2am talk on phone
2am - 3am think about calling friend, but dont want to disturb
her WoW (you know who you are, heehee)
3am - 4am think/sleep
5:10ish - nightmare...woke up
6am - get ready for confinement at dad's work
6:30 - leave for confinement
7:40 - get to confinement
8 - fine out director isn't going today (throws fit)
9 - on metro going home
9:45 - realize the metrobus doesn't run to my house
10 - goes to boarders to buy books
10 - 10:20 - thinks about calling friend to pick up, but
know friend's probably sleeping, leaves her alone
10:30 - decides to walk home
*walks 100 blocks in 85 degree weather with a laptop
1:30- get home (yay)
2 - plays game
4 - sleep
7 - wake up
7- now...do random shit
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[19 Jun 2006|08:23am] |
is it really a "bad" thing? like by now i figured it really isn't so "bad"
cuz it's like...before it was once in a while...a tear here, a tear there..nothing big really
idk...now it's like a day to day thing...grrr gets quite painful really...
i mean like, it wouldn't even be hard...there's like sooo many choices...what to do??lol
only get one chance, so gotta make it exciting..dun..dun..dun..lol
hmm anyone wanna give me the last bit of encouragement for me to?
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[17 Jun 2006|09:47pm] |
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"Truth is like a blanket that always leaves your feet cold. You push it, stretch it, it'll never be enough. Kick at it, beat it, it'll never cover any of us. From the moment we enter crying, to the moment we leave dying, it'll just cover your face as you wail and cry and scream."
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[14 Jun 2006|08:35am] |
so yup, another day in confinement, only at a different building this time
quite interesting....this place is so colorless....it's like all white
(except for the power plugs which were red....disturbing)
yeah...im bored...it's like 8:30....im waiting for that lady to come and gimme me my assignment
apparently AIM doesn't work anymore....so if u have MSN please tell
to daki, go on MSN and tell me people's SNs
heehee
sooooooo
8:38 now.....
8:38 and 45 seconds.....52.....58...
8:39....oh u get the point
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[14 Jun 2006|12:22am] |
doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
nagasugita yuru ni tobi dachi wo yume mita
Ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoko wo dakishimete
* nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
LONELINESS, YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY, YOU NEVER LET ME CRY
AND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUT DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE
TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi-bara ni kaete
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
* repeat
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
if you could have told me everything
you would have found what love is
if you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
for now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams
and forever with Tears
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[13 Jun 2006|08:10pm] |
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nothing to say really.....if you're important enough i already told u...
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[02 Jun 2006|11:57pm] |
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SATs tomorrow, more rather today after i finish writing this update, heeheehee
(it's annoying to maintain a happy appearance to all the "happy" people around, when you messed up relations with the person that actually means something in your life right now...sorry...)
life has hurtful lessons
so yup, it's 12:01 now...
g'night guys, im out, and dad's getting wayyyyy too aggrivating, rawrrrr
(and parents just make things worse...like unbelievealbly worse.....stupid chinese parents..)
they say they understand...
parents: well look, u have to consider your future!!!!
me:...............*thinking* (what future...im hoping to make it past this week)
argggggg
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[01 Jun 2006|01:58am] |
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a friend once suggested that i start a lj to vent....well soooo here goes
hmmmmmmmmm
i guess i have a nack for messing up the good/bright things in my life...
hmmmmm miami....wow....how did i ever fuck up this bad...
u know it's like u ever hear the phrase..."god has a path for everyone"
it's like wtf...y did mine have to turn like 7 times...
then it's like...i try to keep in touch with old friends and it doesn't work...
only maybe like 3-4...(im just being emo)
but then again...people move alot and people do change based on the things they've experience
i dont judge people based on what they do or done....u know???
it's like, everyone's the way they are cuz of the things they've been through
some just more than others.....
i sincerely apologize to those whom i have hurt, whether physically or emotionally
maybe one day ill be forgiven but until then...
i apologize for being such a disappointment...and
thank you for showing me a few things, i truely am thankful for it, Thanks*hug*
hmmm, think ill go running...bbl....hmmm wanna join...(probably form 168th to 120th (there's a starbucks))
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[31 May 2006|05:58pm] |
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me being emo......
"a bullet tells the truth" - Man on Fire
let's find out......
Lyrics - Art of Life - X-Japan
"Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me
Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me from within
"All existence you see before you
must be wipe out
Dream, reality, memories, and yourself"
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[21 May 2006|11:12pm] |
Ahem....soooo yeahhhh
I was playing maple story today....it was interesting....
i found a few more...(yeah...the ms thing is pretty lame)
ahem....starting over...sooo yeah....
Finals tomorrow...physics and statistics
pffttttt
and i lost my stats book...that sucks...
so i will proceed to ask for 75 f***ing dollars to repay
the proceedure will be as follows: (im anticipating this)
me: i need 75 to repay a lost book
parents: -_-....(30 minutes of nagging at my
stupidity for losing the book)
parents: -_-....(30 minutes of nagging on how much stuff
75 can buy)
parents: -_-....finally gives me money
me: *keeps 25* cuz the book is only 50 *yoink*
ahem....yeah....
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[20 May 2006|10:33pm] |
so yup as we veer from yesterday...(it became today)
10:30 - woke up
11 - realize i had a party to go to
11:40 - leave for party
2 - leave party go to falls
2-9 at falls with special buddy and special someone
9-w/e the f*** time now...thinking of things to write on lj
ahem....yeah....
anyone wanna do anything thursday and friday?
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[20 May 2006|10:18pm] |
as i continue yesterday's update...i realized i had passed out over the keyboard
unable to continue after falling asleep, i decided to wait until today
ahem...well school was boring as usual
after school was fun, i got to spend time with my really really cool friend
(in which details shall remain between us, however i do have a picture i could
blackmail with, heeheeeheee, jk, haha)
ahem....realizing now that im too lazy to continue....ima go do something else
heeheehee
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[19 May 2006|11:56pm] |
so yeah....i was gooding at me lj site thingy...and there was packman!!!!!
it was pretty entertaining. i watched the thing for like 5 minutes...
ahem...so yeah....this is my update now...ill update again later tonight
to express my more entertaining aspects of life
(just had to have 2 updates in one day)
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| Yup Yup |
[17 May 2006|04:49pm] |
SO YEAH, THIS IS MY FIRST LJ UPDATE HEEHEEE, YAY IT WORKS
AND THE COOL RESIDENT EVIL BACKGROUND IS DESIGNED BY A
FRIEND WHO'S NAME SHALL REMAIN UNMENTIONS (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
*HUGGLES* THANK YOU)
Yeah...so now i realize my CAPs was on...and im too lazy to change what
i've already typed...
this is interesting...i get to type stuff....ahem....anyway...
and so ends my first update...fun
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